The fact that in scripture, Peter never acknowledging himself as the leaders of the Apostles proves nothing. Jesus’ words should be proof enough. A mature Christian does not go around bragging about his credentials or the special gifts God has bestowed upon them. Nor would they draw special attention to themselves while under such extreme persecution, thus the cryptic language about where he is writing from.
The fact that Peter does not assume the role that Jesus supposedly placed upon him, calls into question
Peter's understanding of what that role was, and I find that incredible, as in: "I don't believe it".
If the Holy See is Divine appointment, why isn't it listed, along with details about the functions of that High Office, in Paul's list of "administration" in 1 Cor 12:28, 29. No mention of Al Bayit, or Papacy, not even
an allusion. Again, not mentioned in 1 Tim 3..where Bishops and Deacons are discussed. Nothing about them being subordinates to anyone person on earth. Peter himself does not allude to this High Office in his writings. He equates ALL OF US AS "LITTLE STONES".
It is one thing to say the man is humble, fine. But to not mention something SO IMPORTANT as the GOD-ORDAINED
OFFICE OF UNIQUE SOLE SHEPHERD OF THE WORLDWIDE CHURCH? Kind of an important position to be silent about, huh?
Contrast that with God's appointment of Priesthood(s) in the OT...not just listed once, but several times,
everything about the office/apointment, duties, clothing...DETAILED. But here, this "new High Office" is left ambiguous? We have to pluck it from
one sentence in a conversation between Jesus and Peter? An entire doctrine of Authority built on one verse that isn't interpreted the same by readers? More importantly, doesn't seem to be recognized by
the very one who is being given the directive?
Cryptic language-- Peter uses
code words out of "fear of persecution" but Paul NEVER DOES?? Paul, who was "left for dead" by those who beat the daylights out of him so much so that
he himself doesn't even know if he was only unconscious or dead/resurrected, but still using real name, Rome, when writing to/from there? And Paul even goes so far as to name names of OTHER people who are part of the local church...opening THEM up to persecution?
I don't think Peter was "afraid",
he was a bold man, with the
one exception of his hiding during the capture/trial of Jesus. Frankly, I think he was exactly where
he said he was: in Babylon.