In this post I must ask forgiveness for my sins. I have lied to my partner Pam. I have taken pain medication because my pain was so intense I could not move from my bed. I was afraid to tell her, because of her; having a past addiction to pain killers from my former chronic injuries. There was no sin in taking the medication ; as I took it less than prescribed., and did what had to be done!The sin was lying to Pam,and hiding the prescriptions; whatever Noble reason I conjured in my head. I thought It would allow me to finish my work to get the household prepared while I am in the hospital, and Pam wouldn't worry , and force me to rest. I am nothing but a liar!, and I feel my whole ministry a lie, and I ask forgiveness from G-d, and Pam, and all of you. I put my medicine in Pams medicine cabinet a month ago knowing she would find it, but she didn't until yesterday. I just was afraid to tell her. I slept in the back of my car the other night,and now I have two fingers to type, and I deserve every pain I have.Please pray for Pam as she wants to commit suicide.G-d say,s to confess your sins, and I have . I ask you , and the moderators for forgiveness, and to pray for Pam,and I, because I have betrayed our trust. We have no ministry if we lie, and a lie ; for whatever reason cannot be justified. I can only ask, and thank Jesus for His grace if He will.Also I have continued to pray for you Hope.Robert[ Sorrow]
In this post I must ask forgiveness for my sins. I have lied to my partner Pam. I have taken pain medication because my pain was so intense I could not move from my bed. I was afraid to tell her, because of her; having a past addiction to pain killers from my former chronic injuries. There was no sin in taking the medication ; as I took it less than prescribed., and did what had to be done!The sin was lying to Pam,and hiding the prescriptions; whatever Noble reason I conjured in my head. I thought It would allow me to finish my work to get the household prepared while I am in the hospital, and Pam wouldn't worry , and force me to rest. I am nothing but a liar!, and I feel my whole ministry a lie, and I ask forgiveness from G-d, and Pam, and all of you. I put my medicine in Pams medicine cabinet a month ago knowing she would find it, but she didn't until yesterday. I just was afraid to tell her. I slept in the back of my car the other night,and now I have two fingers to type, and I deserve every pain I have.Please pray for Pam as she wants to commit suicide.G-d say,s to confess your sins, and I have . I ask you , and the moderators for forgiveness, and to pray for Pam,and I, because I have betrayed our trust. We have no ministry if we lie, and a lie ; for whatever reason cannot be justified. I can only ask, and thank Jesus for His grace if He will.Also I have continued to pray for you Hope.Robert[ Sorrow]
I am asking prayer for a woman named Connie Williams. She is having some serious medical problems. I don't know the specifics, but I seem to be getting alot of people asking me to post thier prayers as there has been such a tremendous response to this thread. Thankyou all ;Orthodox /Christians, . I know we all wait for the time when there will be no more pain, or hurt, and all men shall live in the Love of the G-d of Abraham, and Isaac, and Yehoshua. Somehow I feel the unity of this Love of Charity, and caring for each other genuinely;A power that a word cannot explain. I believe this power is the unity of all who believe G-d's chosen people unto His omnipotent grace; Israel Shalom
I think I probably ask for more prayer then anyone else on this thread. I am really having serious issues regarding my health. My surgery on monday has been cancelled for my knee replacement, my other knee ligaments repaired , and my foot bones fused, because of my other complications of the head injury, and torn shoulder ligaments, and my neck discs are damaged, and I have been on pain meds on and off for a few months now. I tried for so long to not take anything to the point of almost commiting suicide. I hurt so bad! I once was addicted to narcotics from all the prior injuries,and ADHD, and Narcolepsy on top of everything else, and the rest would take up 2 pages to name them all. [They say you are getting old when you talk to someone about your surgeries , and they are interested].[thats a joke!]I had to change surgeons to ones who will go to a major hospital that will accomodate my long term stay, and backup surgeons for the heart, and pain management & stress/physical therapy, and then more surgeries ! This forum has been a blessing from G-d ;for me to share my feelings, and walk in Christ;I LOVE YOU ALL! Honestly.I really am a miracle ! I am alive, and G-d has given me such visions, I don't know how to explain them!or how I know these things. It must be Him,and knowing without a doubt He is real seeing Him in death!;I never doubt there is a answer to any question the Jews have.The answer lies in communicating His love ! Please pray for me. I feel like by body parts and brain are all over the place !I am under a spiritual attack as well as physical. Please pray for my sanity!, and wisdom, I keep praying for all here!I tell you these things about me, because I want you to know it is Jesus who is exalted, and I ;just a man kneeling before Him; faulted , and wounded. It is Him you read in my posts, not I, Jesus; You be lifted high! Robert
I also pray for a woman named Hsiao. She is also a friend of Navyblue. She has a tumor the size of a basketball on her ovarie, and is undergoing surgery. She comes from Taiwan, and raised I presume Buddist? She is a Spirit filled believer in the G-d of Israel, and is so bright , and funny, and pretty.We told her we will adopt her as her parents! If someone could , would you place her name in a crevice of the wall?? I would forever be greatfull! She asks to remain anonymous on this forum. She says ; they are kindof scary;all that talk, and Hebrew things I don't know; , and then she say's; Hmmmmmm;hehehe! She has prayed for me all this time , and never mentioned her tumor. It makes me want to cry! Thanks,In the name of Yehoshua, Robert
One more prayer for my Pam. She has a rare immune system syndrome called ; RS3PE. Her throat is blistered, and has a severe sinus, and ear infection. She is being given the last antibiotic by injection that's left . She goes back Monday, and might have to go to the Hospital. her SED rate is 70+, Please pray!. I guess thats why my surgery was cancelled, because I would have cancelled it anyway with her in this condition. I think a lot of it is stress related that affects her physically!
A prayer for Gayle She has cancer, but doing okay!
Today I ask for prayer for a dog named Maggie. She is my sisters son's dog. He was murdered about 5 years ago in a brutal slaying where he ;worked for the fire department;serviced computers at night. 2 men came in a barber shop he was setting up a computer accounting system at , and shot him 7 times. He was like a son to me as well {good kid] Now ;all my sister has left of him is his dog;Maggie, and they think she has cancer, as she can't eat or walk now. Please pray for comfort, as it seems an Old wound is opening up that never healed! Thanks, Robert
My sisters dog died today, but I know she is just home with my nephew in Heaven getting a big lick across the face! I also pray for Kyles grandmother, who is in serious/critical condition from pnemonia in the hospital, and his mother was called there!Please pray for her salvation, and my sister to carry on! We are all a bit homesick, and never more than when a loved one goes to Heaven!I pray from sorrow may you bring joy Lord, and healing to Kyles grandmother! Thankyou all for prayers! In Jesus name ! Robert
You also are in my prayers.
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