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Final testimony of why I know Jesus is real and if it werent for him I would not have God in my life. Amen

Being sexually abused by multiple men. Being seduced into sexual situations. Being beaten mulitple times.Stripped of my clothes and thrown out into the night. Had a man try to run over me in his truck. I have seen doctors of such renown admiration be blacker than the darkest night in the inside while receiving adulations from society.....they have no idea how black hearted some of these so called upstanding professional men really are on the inside and you would be shocked to know what these men do with their money and power. I have been taken to parties and hypnotized and made fun of by others. I have been taken to places to sick to tell of here. I have had to escape on foot mulitple times in the dark of night sometimes without shoes on inorder to save myself. HOW I AM ALIVE TODAY IS ONLY BY THE GRACE OF GOD. I have experienced what this world calls the GOOD LIFE and theres very, very , very little that is good about it! YES I CHOOSE JESUS and everytime I do life is coming back to me again, and again, and again. I love Jesus. I have been fortunate enough to be blessed by God and HE ALONE SAVED ME FROM THIS MASONIC BROUD OF VIPEROUS BLACK HEARTS! I have had all my belongings left on the side of the road. This is what the world calls a good life!
Some might say how do you know your going to heaven and that God has redeemed you after all youve been through.....I say....IM ALREADY THERE!!!! Im just waiting for the release papers! Every day I experience heaven now and I m ready for it. While the memories flood back from time to time and the anger and hurt and pain come with it its like this:
Im holding the the pain of what they did and I see their faces and my knuckes turn white and Im shaking with hatred and then I look into the face of Jesus and he says your sin makes God feel the same way and I have secured your forgiveness for you and you are now WHITE AS SNOW! And then he blows air into my face and I suddenly relax and my hands let go of the pain and hatred, I get a quick glimpse of their fate, and suffice to say.....all I will say is this.....I SERVE A MIGHTY GOD AND HE IS WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL.......and on and on and on. Yes I have finally made the right choice and life has come to me!!
TLOR, God bless Isreal and God bless Christianity in America against homsexual activism TODAY!

Dear Hope7;

I am praying for you too.  I cannot imagine in the 5 minutes it takes to read your posts, that there have been years and years of anguish.  I am so sorry that the war has come to your doorstep.

I rejoice with you Hope7, that the Door is the LORD for you.  I do know that is the difference from failure and success...Whom we worship, and whom we give the glory for the victory!  Yeshua is so very willing to come and make His life your life!  Just continue to seek Him day by day; and don't forget to obey His Holy Spirit within you, He promised the Holy Spirit will remind you of all things and teach you all things and never leave you in the midst.

It is true that should you obey Him to the letter.  It will be your hands that are healing and His lambs will be fed as a result of your obedience, too.

bye for now,
kimberly

Hope , The Holy Spirit allowed pain in my soul, and demons to torture , and question my salvation, when I came back to this life from death and insanity. It's a hurt indescribable, worse than any physical pain I could ever endure, but I know now He prepared me for these days to comfort those , and tell you Hope ; To never let today stop your hope , because tommorow ;time , and the comforter[ Holy Spirit] will take the pain away, and you will use that tool of healing to bring others to Him!Evil tryed to stop G-d's plan for you, but  G-d shall vindicate you more than all your pain, and anger could ever acomplish to those evil ones! Yeshua shall never leave your side , and heart. Isaiah65:17-19. The gift is free and no one can take it from you!Love in Yeshua, Robert and Pam.The hurt shall end I speak , and I know, In Jesus's name!By the way, we prayed for Rain in Yeshua's name a month or so  ago for Israel, ;7 inches ,and it snowed on Jerusalem![ I think the snow was for you!]

We Thank everyone for their prayers. The girl Emily, had her breathing tube removed, and every day is getting better[A miracle!] Our son has closed half his legal issue and the other is very favorable for him. He has changed so much , and is being ready to serve G-d , and Jesus full time in ministry. The vision Yeshua gave me is coming to truth! Please pray for them, and also I am still in great pain! , and am having trouble focusing!, but the Lord tells me; keep typing! I still pray this work here [JFJ ]continues, and prospers.Pam is putting our budget and tithes back together,[ She has been in severe deppression ,and spiritual attack; but the Lord is pulling her back !] and I told her to start a monthly donation to JFJ from my income tithes.[ I hope others would do so as well!] I have recieved so much wisdom, and learned so much from so many gifted people here at this site.It's like connecting all the pieces together! Thanks to all[ Believers in the G-d of Israel]. There is a mighty power at work here!

Today Emily spoke! Praise the Lord yehua , and all who prayed. She said; Daddy I love you. I know her dad cried. Thank you Jesus for making miracles in these days of despairto give a ray of sunshine to say:Yehoshua has the power to forgive sin through the Father! When Emily first went into a coma; I saw a beam of sunshine come through the stormy clouds. Now I know what Yeshua meant! Yeshua is real. He raised me from death!, and made me believe!Shalom

How can I thank G*d for all he has done in my life? Without him life would be unbearable. Thank all of you because of your love and prayers I can finally leave it all behind and move forward from here. I want to share some great news with you.
In 2008 I sold most of my belongings and drove my family and I across country, the second time in my life, to a town I had never seen without any person here to help us get grounded so my daughter could attend a Christian University, of her choosing, and hopefully meet a boy of her faith. We arrived in town and went to Ihop for a meal and bought a newspaper outside the restaurant and while waiting for our food I called several places. Within two hours we looked at a three bedroom and within three hours of arriving here we had a place rented. My daugher had met a wonderful PK ( preachers kid) who enjoys music and is very like minded with my daughter and they are serious now. We are going on vacation tomorrow ( asking you to pray for our travel mercies there and back etc) where we will go to our home church where we are members and my eldest daughter will be baptised. We have waited a long time for her to say she was ready for this and its a miracle. Her boyfriend is going with us and we are meeting his parents in Yellowstone and they are then taking my daughter onto their state to meet his family and then will fly her home. Is G*d wondeful? Needless to say I am a very happy Baptist mother. My grand daughter Emma is doing better but still needs much prayers as does her parents. G*d is too wonderful for words.
I have received much healing from all of you, as a bonus to all of this, and no longer have the need to tell what they did to me. Now I just share my web site and my book and leave it to G*D. He is doing wonderful things with JFJ and He is even helping me with my outreach to the homosexual community via politicalforum dialogue. Continue to pray that I will not verbally beat anyone up for what they did to me and my family but share with them the redemptive power of G*d through Jesus Christ.
Praise the Lord for so many answers to prayers in the lives of the others here on JFJ too. Wow! Its too amazing for words. Glory to G*d in heaven, and Him alone!

When we ask for rain; He sends rain!Thank you Yeshua!, and we will pray for your new life, and blessings as well! In Christ's love, Robert and Pam

Shalom,
Very soon California will be giving a verdict on whether or not they will allow same-sex marriages and I would very much like all of you to pray that Prop. 8 in support of tradtional marriage will be upheld.  I know you fast on certain days but if I could ask everyone who can to fast at least one meal on Sunday or Monday I would appreciate it. I believe with G*d it is possible to stop this travesty while it may not look possible with men.

I was born and raised in California where I witnessed a murder of a 17 yo boy at the hands of a practicing homosexual attempting to rape him you can read what California did to me when I spoke out about it at WWW.HOPE7.HIGHPOWERSITES.COM
Regardless of what happens California is guilty of abuse toward woman and children and then covering it up…I for one refuse to let them forget it! Now they want a Harvey Milk Day but youll not hear them ask for a JOHN DOE day of the 17 yo boy killed by a practicing homosexual…you wont even hear much about that because they silence anyone who opposes them. Im asking G*d of heaven to help us to stop them!!
Will you join me? Please. G*d bless you.

Please pray for me.... I have OCD... I obsess over even the smallest of things... this has caused excessive havoc in my faith, to the point where I nearly apostasized. I just want to be able to think clearly. Please pray for me, I'm starting out on new legs...
Please pray that God will once again show himself to me...  
Please pray for my mother, she is an atheist...
Please pray for my father, he doesn't understand my OCD...
Please pray for me... I almost gave up.
I will pray for Israel and the Jewish people, that God may open their eyes.

Neotetro; OCD is more than a phycological disorder. It has been traced to a childhood related illness[ strep throat, etc.] in which the neurological brain receptor[ vessels that carry nerve impulses to different destinations of the brain ] are disrupted by the virus which short circuits[ burns out] these receptors and these receptors pool and mass together, and cause this desire for extreme organization to the point that the demand for harmony of having every part of your life in syncronicity becomes impossible , and you lose control, feeling extreme feelings of failure, and thoughts which invade your thinking you cannot control. There are different degrees of this illness that can be  like; keeping the print of your beverage cans in the refrigerator pointed in the same direction, to having 30 pairs of the same shoes, and using Q tips to clean your floor ,to scrubbing the flesh off your hands to get rid of germs . There are meds that help this condition ; Lexapro, cymbalta; some work on seratonin replacement to reconnect the nerve endings, and some work to replace dopamine in your neuro system. You should contact a medical proffesional; doctor, or counselor to work on behavior modification techniques, and medications  really help. My partner Pam , and her son have OCD, and a doctor friend of mine's brother has a disabling form of it in which he is partially institutionalized, but knowing you have it is the biggest step to finding a solution for it. G-d created this ability in men to invent medicine. It is not wrong if it imroves your quality of health , and well being, anymore than a antibiotic can make an infection go away, or helps an ashma sufferer breathe better.It is wrong though when your life quality deteriotes from the use of drugs. This is refferred to pharmacia in the Bible as the hard core junkies of old times, and used it for pagan god worship. I feel medicine is a gift of G-d and doctors as well, who use the knowledge for good. Of course after we do all we can, it is G-d who is the divine healer, to finish what we cannot. We will pray for your soundness of mind . You seem very intelligent , and have added much to this forum. G-d bless you, and I pray Yehoshua fills your mind with His peace. It is not what you hear,as it will pass through you, it is what comes forth from your heart that shows, and I see much Godliness in you Neotetro, and your posts. I ask in Yeshua's name you be healed. Thankyou Lord Jesus!.My father an atheist as well has believed more by who I am, and what G-d has done in my life, and the miracles,and now it takes more faith for him not to believe .I pray the umbrella of salvation for your mother from your faith in Yeshua.I ask you every morning to pray; Yeshua; give me soundness of mind, and no matter how you fail, do not stop speaking G-d's word. The Holy Spirit is in every word you speak of Him to others ! , G-d bless you ,Shalom. It is time for healing!