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Have you seen an angel cloud?   In times of Peace, they are small and white or small and gray.
  
The angels are dressed in flowing garb, oft with what seems to be reed pen and open papyrus scrolls;
Faces of serious consternation and focus, in distant stares, as if looking into the horizon far, far away.

Some run, and blur, and skip time and space;
From little angel cloud to angel cloud they jump, as if in a race.

You see them pick up speed, on one cloud, and on the other cloud stop;
As if entering into a transport beam or mini-cosmic worm-hole, with a just jump or a hop.

Have you seen an angel cloud?  Hovering low to the earth.

They are certainly in the low thousands of feet up, sometimes only hundreds from the ground.

Composed of light or dense cloud mist, and if you look elsewhere for but a single second,
It seems they notice, because they no longer are around.

They are noticed best in open blue skies of a late morning and early afternoon day;
So that when you know that you spotted one, you don’t want to look away.

Have you seen an angel cloud, and wonder if those thereon record your every word?

As if a special time for them to relay your prayer to G-D in Heaven,
And make your prayer especially be heard?

If but for now, we see the angels garbed and robed in clothes of Peace;
There is yet hope from national Judgment and War.

But there are some storm angels who as if cherubim, they fly;
They lead dark clouds of strong and wind and rain;
They lead them in gusts that ahead of the storms, they go before.

These are sensitive to the thoughts of men who G-D allows to momentarily see them.

Do not dare to yourself as a champion to defend your mortal nation in sin.

Turn ye your back, and without the slightest hesitation, repent to G-D when they turn upon you;
Lest they strike you down, and in this Land of the Living you meet your end.

Have you seen an angel cloud?  Are they yet garbed for war?

Pass ye on the message for man to receive the Gospel of Jesus Christ and repent,
That from the Day of G-D’s coming Judgment and Wrath upon the ungodly,
And into a place of Heavenly safety, you might be sent.

Have you seen an angel cloud?  You will know when you do.
A moment it is clearly there, and then it is completely gone.

Know then, while you were watching the angels,
They were also watching you.  

Here is a story I wrote and give it to Stephen Bennett Ministries when I was writing my story of what the homosexual movement in California did to me and my family for speaking out against homosexuality. I am not nor have I ever been a practicing homosexual and yet when I cried out for help no one came....I plead my case to Gd at night in my sleep and awken in his presence, head bowed down, arms bowed low before Him and tell him in whispered tones of the pain and hurt of what they did to me and of how it affected my spirit, defiled me, and how my mind was twisted and how painful that all was and my heart crys out to Gd for justice and vengence and I awaken in the morning nodding awake just as I leave His presence in my dreams and I too am nodding for His justice is right while mine was so much worse His is just right for He says to my spirt....BE SURE OF ...ALL MEN WILL REAP IN THEIR LIVES EXACTLY AS THEY HAVE SOWN...and then I nod my acceptance of His verdict and I think I see one small tear running down His left cheek and I am filled with His love and mercy!
So here is a story I give to my attackers and to others who have fallen victim to their lies and deception and say to them....ONLY GD CAN SAVE YOU FROM SATAN FOR ONLY GD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN HE!

And here is the poem...
"All things work together for our good"  original given to Stephen Bennett Ministries


I had felt that God wanted me to start a Bible Study for nurses and I prayed and prayed about it.Then one day I talked to my best friend and asked her what she thought and would she pray also. Not to long afterward she contacted me and said that she had found a Bible Study for Nurses on the internet at a site called Nurses Christian Fellowship and so we joined it. We sent out flyers to everyone and before we knew it we had up to five nurses. We had so much fun, we had specific studies geared for nurses and our stressors, we shared out stories of pain and suffering, we encourage one another but most of all we prayed together and what a powerful gift that was to us.
During our meetings we would decide if there was someone we could pray for or send a gift basket to and let them know we cared and were praying for them. We made several of these baskets and gave them out, we sent cards of encouragement to others, but I guess the most wonderful thing that happened is that one nurse became a Christian at our meetings. God was good to us we had many answers to prayers and kept a jar of answers to prayers which I still own. The jar has become a box now and I still take these answers out and read them often and smile and praise God for how wonderful He is to us.

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One good thing is our group supported one another and we discussed divorces, deaths in the family, personal trajedies. And often our studies lead us to the scripture that , quote " All things work together for good to them that love the Lord and are the called according to His purposes" end quote. I remember questioning God saying really God do you really mean ALL things, come on, surely not All things. How can trajedy become a good in any way? That very night when I left to go home I was so enveloped in this thought and reminding God of all that I had suffered at the hands of my attackers and I prayed for them, and thought even this Lord can this turn out for my good? I felt Him say, EVEN THIS! And I had a sense that yes even this will turn out for good.Then I thought of so many bad decisions I had made along the way and just could not wrap myself around the idea that All things could work to our good. At this time of deep thinking and praying I mistakenly turned down the wrong road.
The road I turned down had no lights and no buildings and no businesses or homes it was desolate. I was alone. I was scared. But as soon as I turned down the road still deep in thought once I realized my mistake I said outloud to God, Ok God if everything works for good , even mistakes and tragedies then somehow turning down this wrong road tonight will work for good, right?" I looked around at the darkness and thought no one goes down this road at night. I hadnt been on the road very long when I passed a woman and a young boy walking on the far right side of the road toward town. I almost hadnt seen them but the boy had on a white karate outfit and for that reason only I saw them out of the cornor of my right eye. I thought for a minute should I go back they wont take a ride from a stranger probably and then like a ton of bricks I remembered....ALL things work for good. I quickly turned around and went back and picked them up. They ,to my surprise, took up my offer, really a surprise because few Californians trust anyone enough to take a ride from them. I was also relieved to have someone else in the car in that neighborhood too.
They sat in the back seat if I remember right and she explained to me that her car had stopped running for some reason and asked if I would take her to the nearest gas station so she could make a call. While driving I explained to my captive audience that I had just been at a Bible Study and had been thinking about that scripture that all things work for good to them that love the Lord and are the called according to His purpose. They listened quietly. When we got to the station I leaned over and gave her the ten dollars we nurses had collected for the next gift basket and told her it was a gift from our Nurse Christian Fellowhip Bible Study.
Finale coming up next

Grand finale...I wish I wasnt so long winded..

I drove the rest of the way home with a huge smile on my face because once again my God had proven to me that his scripture is perfect and flawless and that I can trust it more than anything or anyone else in life. What a blessing God gave to me! My story is to tell you that if you have taken a wrong road, no matter how dark that road is, if you have take the road of homosexuality and have found it to be a very lonely road, then my story is for you. My story is that even wrong roads, if you commit your life to Christ and accept His free gift of forgiveness and love God and serve Him with your whole heart ,will work for good. No matter what trajedy has happened, no matter what horrid life event you have endured only God can take that and make it into something so good and wonderful it will amaze you. He has take a broken and beaten woman, despised and rejected for her testimony, and loved me and built me up and is taking my pain and turning it into something so amazing that it surprises even the staunchest atheists and shocks some heads of churches because when God fixes a life, unlike when man attempts to fix it, it is really fixed. And Gods word can be trusted that all things do work for good to those who love Him and are called for His purpose.God bless you.


Now for the people who attacked me for my testimony of Jesus Christ and tried to FIX my religion. What Gd says will happen will happen and all I can say is what I would have done is far worse and yet I accept His justice which is my enemies, my attackers will know ever pain I have endured and will feel ever teardrop me and my boys shed and they will reap every sorrow they dealt to me and I hope you too cry out to Gd because He alone will save you! Gd have mercy on your souls.

Have you ever stopped to look at the clouds,and watch them pass us by. I see the shapes , and images they make, and wonder why they move. I see the rain , and wind blow through, the clouds up in the sky. Sometimes thier dark and sad, and sometimes like a flower bloom. I see the sun casts beams of light upon the earth below , and wonder where they could lead me to ,away from this time we know. Perhaps unto another place that is not filled with death and gloom! So many walk , and live thier life not looking at the sky, but me ;I'll look at Heavens gate, beyond my clouded eyes!

Hope ;People like you and I are the reason Jesus is for! Watch the video; Dinner with the perfect stranger!G-d cannot use us until we realize we are unworthy. Never stop being unworthy. You know what I mean!

Just wrote this and I give it to JFJ and all its members who have chosen to follow Gd and His only son Jesus, no matter what denomination or ethnicity.

CHILDREN OF THE MOST HIGH BY GL/HOPE7

Dearest children of the Most High rejoice dont despair that soon comes a day much like night
when the adversary satan appears to win the fight
Of morals dashed, of saints bashed, of every trick he pulls
and through it all our Gd does laugh for He alone rules

Oh children of Gds eye will little sense of that night make
as satan roars and deludes an orchestrated monumental fake
Why you ask must all this happen; cant we just forget it all
nothing can be forgotten; it is foretold and Gds word is the only thing that can remedy the fall
Children hold tight to your loving Fathers hand
we must remember who Gd is and who owns this land

Oh children of the Most high dont look upon the stormy night
with sorrow or defeat for truely this will usher in the Holiest of light
Some of His dear ones grow cold and some will join with satans lot
because they have lost their vision and cannot stand the plot
Little ones so loved by Gd great pressures are upon us all
glory looms just beyond the veil of heaven on this we must recall

Oh children of the Most high faith; it is not negotiable, it is a must
Oh darling ones once this night is broken ;when the majesty of our Gds breaking dawn does thrust
And only then will we know His victory and see
all He said is true and right when all are bent upon the knee
Oh sparkle of the love of Gd do not forsake Gds promises and with Him abide
His beloved cannot forget it is His hand and His alone that wills both heaven and this side
For on that golden morn our tormentor, that deadly snake at last
will be stripped of all his power when in the pit he is forever cast
Rejoice Oh children of the Most High!

Inspired by Gds promises. Think on those things. Have a blessed day.

Based on Matthew 24, Daniel 7, and the last chapter of Revelations.

Hi guys,

I have written several poems over the years and have kept them in my journal. This poem, I wrote recently, is something that tugged at my heart, I cannot afford to keep this poem to myself and in my journal. I felt obligated to share it with everyone especially in this time of extreme difficulties. So many people have been affected. Each one of us are facing our own difficulties in life. I hope, when you read these poem you will find hope, peace and contentment in your heart. Be Inspired and believe in your Faith.

Hi guys,

Afterlife for the Godless"

The lights diffused,
A misplaced faith,
Secreting the used.
Often ponder the other way,
Godless I stand,
Your modern cliché.
I confess unsure in my depths,
Left in hinder,
Wondering our labyrinths.
Twisted ‘round the tree I am,
A breath no more,
I condemn.
From within I shred my chest,
My hands be different,
Have I laid to rest?
Blurry sight and yet so clear,
My fears unknown,
A lucid image it is near.
Crawling through orange lit sand,
A symphony for the dead,
Echoes my orchestra band.
Reach the pond of fallen tears,
Drops reflection of tragedy,
Face of the sad it appears.
Burns across the face he lays,
Exploding pain the gasoline,
Counting down his last days.
From the pond the forest I go,
Wrapped in thorns,
I struggle to know.
The sand it sinks beneath,
Gasping and grinding,
I break my teeth.
Struggle I do the mountain side,
Womb my knees to chest,
This is how I died.