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I became involved with a holiness Oneness Pentecostal church and stayed there for about 5 years.  My Pastor falsely accused me of sleeping with a woman, when I truly did not, and would not allow me back in until I "confessed" to him.  This was heartbreaking, because I had offended many ungodly people for Christ. I refused to "confess" and left, after 5 years of being in church 3 times a week in my mid-20's! I felt like I had nowhere to go, and nothing to belong to anymore.

Gradually I backslid and fell away from the Lord entirely after that. I slowly fell back into the old demonic patterns from childhood. I did things during this period of 7 more demons than before that I still can't believe, I say that from deep shame because today I'm not that person at all.

Two years ago, after previously getting a tattoo, partying, being a conformist and calling myself a rebel etc., and reading books in Tibetan mysticism, I was becoming very demonized more than ever before. I was sadly empty and hungry for the spiritual life I once had, so I experimented with Yoga and heard them tell horrible lies to the people. (I later found out one of the Yogis they channeled is on Sgt Pepper cover, Satan really had me over the barrel this time).

I finally had an extremely bizarre supernatural experience that scared me back to Christ, running not walking, and so I repented and came to a Messianic Jewish congregation where I've been a regular attendee and supporter. I still repent and plea the blood of Yeshua and apologize to God anytime that stuff comes to mind.

Our Messianic cantor laid hands on me and prayed one day for the Lord Yeshua to take away my curse, and all of the sudden there was a disgusting stench around me.  I turned to look but nobody was there!  It was the spirit of witchcraft getting kicked out of my body by Yeshua!  It was DISGUSTING!

Thank you Lord Yeshua that happened before I passed on -- I wouldn't want to go into eternity with that stench of sin on me!

KEEP YOUR KIDS AWAY FROM SECULAR MUSIC, ALCOHOL, TOBACCO AND DRUGS

G*d bless you ! Your testimony will help someone else struggling with addiction, of whatever kind, and God can deliver us from the pits of hell themselves. I praise G*d today because of your victory in Jesus. My story at www.hope7.highpowersites.com This is my story of victory in Jesus. Peace to you. Listen to G*dly music and do not be discouraged, so many people, both Jew and Gentile, handle the Holy Spirit incorrectly as the church you spoke of did as well, too bad, but there is hope even in that situation too because G*D IS NEW EVERY MORNING and His Word is full of mercy and grace despite us. Dont you just love HIm? I do too.

Amen. There is so little understanding among Christian people about how those things open *doors* to the occult.

I would also recommend another good book, RECLAIMING SURRENDERED GROUND. I might have suggested that to you already but if so here it is again. Im getting old, I repeat myself too much.

I just wanted to share how G*d has been working in my life lately. Since 2006 when I first started speaking about what was done to me in California after witnessing the murder of the young boy by a homosexual man I have been crying out in my heart and spirit that G* would send someone to help me to tell my story, to help me to work through it, and have often just begged G* to send someone, anyone to me, for help. He has not done so, not in the way I hoped He would. But he put someone in my life that needed my help. You know my story of victory in Jesus  and have read several of Mark Bubecks books well G* has let me see that work out in real life. THINGS DO WORK OUT FOR GOOD, IF WE ARE CALLED AND LOVE GOD.
I have been witnessing to someone about G* for a year and they have made some progress but very slow and not as much as I would like. Well the other day I was visiting this person and they got in a fight with the neighbor, in this case the neighbor instigated it, and my friend got livid. I talked about not letting the anger cause them to do something that would come back and hurt them instead but to let it go. As the day progressed the situation became volital and I had to remove myself for fear of being in the wrong place at the right time.
Days went by and I felt G*d telling me to pray for my friend. So I went over and we talked and talked and I tried to show her in scripture like Hebrews 12 that G* wants us to be a peace with all people, and we discussed that we are to take stands but not when we are angry or we make it worse.  I put my hands on her head and trusted G* to help me know how to pray for her and I asked G* to take from her anything that henders her ability to think rationally and to remove it and help her take
better roads when these moments occur and claimed her for G* and asked Jesus to command anything that contributes to her anger outbursts to leave her and go where he commands and to fill her with His Holy Spirit and should this try to oppress her again in the future that He would prevent it. I gave her one of Bubecks prayers.
At the end of the prayer she began to cough a lot of muscus and just as a vile spirit left her you could see it in her coughing , just as Bubecks books mention, and also a story I heard about a young mans conversion from satanism and homosexuality,had this phlem that he spat out as well. I didnt want to help someone else
G* used someone elses problem to help heal me.It took some talking to show her that retaliation is wrong and in the process of helping her, G* helped me! What a great God we serve.