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I got cancer by acting like a jerk on Purim 2007.  I had one year of tail bone pain not connecting the two.  But about one year later blood started pouring out of me like I was Haman no joke.  (Really, I joked about Haman and the tail bone pain, but then things got apocalyptic)

But anyway because of dreams and visions I ended up getting healed last night by confessing my sins of Purim 2007.

Two Oncology docs did colonoscopies on me showing my cancerous tumor twice, so I think this will be a bonified miracle.

So it worked last night after touching a tefilin bag and actually going fulfill my wood gate dream, some Yeshiva boys finally let me touch a leather belt one of them had been wearing cause in the dream it was just a nondesrcript leather strap I grabed to be healed.

See, it is not like I am bragging that I got healed.  No, it was the pain of God's grace.

I had the grace of feeling what Haman felt in slow motion for 17 months in order for me to figure out what I did wrong.

Not everyone with cancer is antisemitic;  Nor are they for the the Israel supporters God is chastiseing for some reason as I have been.  

Even if I never got healed, or if it comes back I can tell you God is still to be trusted and without Him the pain is worse cause it would have no meaning.

Talk about signs and wonders, this reminds me of a prophecy i read. It was Acts 2:17

17 “ ‘In the last days, God says,
I will pour out my Spirit on all people.
Your sons and daughters will prophesy,
your young men will see visions,
your old men will dream dreams.

18 Even on my servants, both men and women,
I will pour out my Spirit in those days,
and they will prophesy.

19 I will show wonders in the heaven above
and signs on the earth below,
blood and fire and billows of smoke.

20 The sun will be turned to darkness
and the moon to blood
before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord.

21 And everyone who calls
on the name of the Lord will be saved.’a