11-01-2009, 01:26 PM
When I first became a Christian, I was brought back from death, an agnostic; falling 27 feet on my head . Jesus came unto me into the darkness , that the darkness could be measured, in the torment of hell and grabbed me , and pulled me upward and led me by a river of light, which started as a stream, and flowed into a raging river , and I awoke, and of course believed! He chose me to believe. but through my life I battled with severe memory loss, and could not remember scriptures, or names, or even where I had been the day before. Jesus taught me to sing,[ Above All by Michael W. Smith ] was the first,and He etched the words in my heart to remember, and I memorized almost a hundred songs, and became unfortunately a church rockstar, and sang on Christian radio. ; Above All, would be the last song I sang on Christian radio,Ironic! God made be step down from having a haughty spirit, and from the worship in church. It hurt really bad because it became an obsession, and I really didn't want to stop; I was on my way to becoming Hollywood Robert. But after the lights had faded, I remembered where I had come from,[ a broken man] and I could remember!; except for my keys!, and my wallet, and Jesus told me to start writing to Israel, and Jesus's Words sang in my heart, and he showed me the true;Heart of Worship; The music only heard by the heart. He led me to where I am. I am fortunate, but many that read this; believe without seeing!because you hear the Music of G-d!Do you see the two actions of G-d?One of us actively being led by G-d, and one of us; electively being led of G-d;[ continued]